Here I am!! Again!

Hey everyone!! So, I'm officially back again. Its been a busy year for Me. Mostly one of a rejuvenation sort. God has really been kind to Me, and at the same time, He's been working on Me to be a better, more merciful person. So, 4 months ago, I have completed this weird, short, path. One that I knew that I could do; but the people, the energy and everything about it; was extremely challenging. For Me, I guess I needed to prove to Myself, that after 23 yrs of working at home with both this ministry and My skin care line and being a full time performing musician; I could go back into the work force and do My job well. Even though I knew I could do it; I hated it. I knew that someone like Me with My mentality, I wasn't meant to do it for longer than just temporary. Now, I know that sounds crappy, and more like an excuse; however, being in it, MADE Me all the more appreciative of how hard Nurses and all healthcare workers work in an ER situation. I saw both sides of that experience. One side of the Nurses and Doctors, from triage to full treatment, and death; and the other side of the person or persons who were either waiting in the ER room and who came in via an ambulance. I did My best to pray up for divine protection of spiritual attacks that manifested verbally and physically; cried and prayed with families of patients, and patients, cracked jokes to lighten things up, did My best to do Gods' will while I was there. And I definitely FAILED miserably in some intense situations, where I KNEW I failed God with dealing with some patients who were bloody well minded to be jerks. But then again, who wants to go to a hospital? So, I really learned alot with the Nurses and Doctors there, the Paramedics, as well learned more about how to do and be better as a prophetic oracle and counselor of the spiritual-supernatural things. I DEFINITELY learned more about just letting Father God and His Holy Spirit move and speak through Me and when to shut up and walk away. I will never stop learning about such things; but I do hope to be better at counseling and showing more goodness, kindness and mercy to those who are real jerks, and those who feel hopeless and powerless in those situations; and just let the Holy Spirit do its thing in Me and through Me, so I can better represent and glorify My Heavenly Father and Jesus, High Priest and King. Onward we go!